2G = my life.

hAlO!! weLcUm tO mI bLogGIe..

Monday, March 27, 2006

saturday was out at orchard area as usual.. the usual 4 too-tingz,linz,ahma,me.
it wasnt as interesting though.. but iz always better than to rot at home n think bout negative stuffs.
everythin was quite plain.. aftawhich we got kinda high at the idea of goin esplanade to see the night view of s'pore river.












we saw some huge advertisements on our way thr.. hahaa.. decided to be lame.
dumbdumb's tryin to steal the milk chocolate!











hahaa.. ah ma n tingz oso craving for chocos.. x)











e smoothest hand i have ever seen.
lol..... see this is the cleverest way right. but the others disagree.. say there's no effect oredy... since it looked SO real =p











hey. don bully tht innocent guy there. hahaha.











hahahaa.. don be mistaken.. i took tis pic cos mi father did a veri cute thing.
lol.. he tryin veri hard to change the 7673 to 7373.. cos 7373 is my father's car plate number.
he's jus hallucinatin.... tryin to an wei himself!! lol....
den 0345 is my door hse number.... hahahaa...
my father can be veri childish sometimes!!
den when he pronounces 'chocolate' right... he'll say it as sth lik "zhu-gu-lat"...
hahahaa.. wo ke ai de lao pa.















a veri cute tortoise clinton brought to sch tdy!















the side view.. hahaha.















back view of it!! lol..











heheh. zhu sumhow resembles the tortoise...





----
gosh.
found out somthing.
i think im a hopeless case!

...
99% chance i misplaced my handfone pouch somewhere sometime ago...
itz lik wth... i bought it so tht iz easier for me to carry my fone ard.. and hopefully i will not lose my handfone... bcos thr's a strap tgt wif the pouch.. and damn it! finally found a nice one n i lost it w/o even realising.
thot i'd forgotten to bring it out.. mei xiang dao iz GONE for good.
sobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb. i only used it for 2-3 times..

i cant tolerate this character of mine any longer.
























nothing more to say!

Friday, March 24, 2006

wo de tian kong jin tian you dian hui...

it was supposed o be a great day to end this stressful week.
aye.. turned out my mood's badly affected by work today.
seems to me tht i've got lots more to learn..
i flustered n screwed up.. the damned machine jammed n on top of everythin i was alone.
hmm the feeling really sucked if u ask me.. sometimes i wonder why i work so hard?
but i guess iz a matter of tanhuiying's principle. hahaa.. i prefer to slog hard than to sit back..
i tend to set too high expectations on myself though.
hahaa.. okay i don wna intro myself any further.

my TUTU FINALLY GOT A FONE! hahaa.. 3g summore.. i even memorise the number le.. not on purpose. =p
92951415 right? hahahaa.
don nid call ur calculator anymore. 10000000 <--- the picture of xh and ******! yeah. i knw im a nasty person. HAHA!
today actually quite boring leh.... sec 4 life really so ke bei ma?
i see everybodi lik so restless and troubled. well i feel exactly lik tingz.. check out wad she wrote in her latest entry to find out more bout the sad lives of ahs sec 4 ordinary peeps lik myself.
i feel more n more lik a........ nerd.
well im in hcl ENRICHMENT! wahhh sehhhh can u believe i actually qualify for it. hahaaa..
i wna thank my parents for bringin me up... for enhancing my chinese standard n developing my interest for it over the years........ hahaaa yay i finally see a ray of hope for my chinese... cos i may tio lee lao shi for the enrichment! errm.. if not.. wang bi yu. . . ....... . . . .. . .

tmr i'll be in singapore..
my mum n sis goin m'sia for my grandmother's bdae..
and my relatives will be wondering why im not there!! dey'll think iz i don wna go back...
argh i'll be missing out agn. i wna play poker wif my cousins throughout the night!!
screw chem.
screw potato!
tianz we shud post the potato potrait up! let everybodi hav a good laugh... heheh.....


ohhhhh good news good news.
my family MAYBE will go korea during june hols!!! whoopee.
i mus study hard le. don wna get into SSS..
oh man i wna go to the amusement park and dose places where dey filmed Stairway to Heaven!! lol..
does tht mean rollar coasters too.
i shudnt kip my hopes too high up eh... if nt i'll be utterly disappointed shud thr be anythin crop up the last minute.




ure gladly appreciated.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

overwhelming.

i figured i love running.
even if it means running alone.. i don detest it at all.

am i really becoming an introvert? sometimes i dno how to respond to ppl.
i'll jus give a blank face...
i actually stone for a long time too.
tmr's deres elect klas.. don tink i'll be thr. i shall be hiding sumwhere.


reminders for myself :
1]amath- 18 chapts
2]bio- 2 to 21
3]hist- sec3 book... SEA i dno.
4]finish up amath hols hw by....... aye i'll do my best.
5]do NOT slack time away afta sch tmr.. as far as possible try to finish amath hols hw.
6]no matter wat, skip lit lesson. NPK may go crazy n pester students to hand in hols hw.
7]i've spent quite enough money today.. so no more until i earn more.
8]stop thinkin tht my hair looks weird.
9]pester alvin chan for thumb drive bcos i wna listen to linjj's new songs badly.
10]oh shyt... why haven i get a copy of ah xing's book yet?? (refer to reminder no 7.)





i guess i hate it when i cant talk to anyone.
in fact there's nobody to talk to.

Monday, March 20, 2006

princess in love?

HIEE.

sudden urge to blog..
the day before was 4a's bbq at tianz hse.
hahaa.. at firz quite borin cos most of the peeps watched tv at the ktv room.
YESS no doubt a KTV ROOM... envies.
hahaa.. den errm played pool aftawards!
finally lik afta how mani mths i laid my hands on pool.
kinda enjoyable..
hahaa.. den clinton suggested the loser grp drink one BIG bottle of mug/7up.
played 3 on 3.. me clinton ganda vs justin jia en n zhong mou.
luckily we won. hahahaa..
yea.. cont'd playin wif other ppl too.. till lik 11.
afta tht took taxi home.. hahaa zhong mou paid cab fare. =)
wahh.. den the taxi driver darn kb..
thot the customer's always right? bullshytt.
next time shall not take the cab if the driver has AN UGLY FACE AND LONG HAIR!!!!

hmm tht basically sums up everythin?



tdy hav two free periods, bio and chinese.
liang nvr come but BAO XI WANG CAME. hahahahaahaaaaaa.
chinese as usual considered as quite free a period.. even tho the cher exists. =X
yeaaa den i tink we watch the movie Brotherhood durin ss.
hahaa veri nice. featuring Lee Yeoung Ae!
YESS the show da chang jin rocks.. mus catch it mon-fri 10pm chan U.
i feel lik learnin korean language all of a sudden now!

tmr i'll be workin afta sch..
hahaa..
since the bio test is postponed to next wk. WHoOsh.
did amath afta sch tdy.. tryin veri hard to keep up wif the sch work...
sighh really hope i can get back on track soon..
thanks tutu for the tuition!
yeaa and i jumped from f9 to a2 for my chem. hahaha.
the recent test i got 36 out of 50. ;p


i hope will ADRIANO turn out to be the winner of campus superstar! :)








forgive me...

Friday, March 17, 2006

escape trip.

hey.. here to update bout the long-awaited escape entry.
hahaa..

went there tis tues.. 14 march.
hahaa.. time passed so quickly.
hmm okok.
those ppl who went were as follows ;
ahma, zhu, linz, pui, pliting, me, chee huat, alvin, zai hui, zuan ming, guang shun.
the last three came later in the afternoon.

so the rest of us met in the morning to hav breakfast.. lol
den a few of us ate till veri full.. den we start crappin bout vomitting later on and stuffs.
imagine urself on a ride den suddenly.. PIAK!! the vomit land straight in ur face.
hahaa.. the 8 of us decided to go hav fun firz.. without waitin for softballers.
yepp the entrance fee was 4 dollars each! hahaa.. which was why quite a number of ppl went.
sigh.. but stiu, mani of them cudnt come due to personal reasons.

ard 5 rides were unavailable. panasonic, pepsi, invertor, rainbow and one more family ride.
so thats basically all the nice rides!! iz my firz time there and mani of em were available.. how disappointing!
wah lau.. summore iz kinda pathetic.. i mean... there's no rollar coaster!!=(
hav la.. a SUPER MINI one.. but cannt play oso.
DENNN i firz time see such a small ferris wheel. hahaha. but iz suppose to be a kiddy ride anyw. =D
hmm yepp.. we queued up for the firz ride --- flippers.
lol.. four ppl can be seated in one flipper.. pui liting linz n zhu sat one den me ah ma CH n alv sat in another.
damn nice the ride! hahaa... i dno how to describe la go down see for urself. it jus kept spinning.
and iz best if two very light ppl sit one side the two heavy ones sit another side.
yea...

haaa.. afta tht.. hmm..
we sat the PIRATE SHIP... YES. it rocks!
iz my favourite ride i guess.. lol.
quite alot of us were firz timers in pirate ship.. me too cos genting don hav!
hahaa..
den mi n ah ma decided to straightaway sit at the veri end.. or head... the rest hum ji! hahahaa.
iz reeli SHIOK!
zero velocity. the physcis ppl were sayin.
yea when goin down that time... WAH! feel lik pee-ing.
hahahaa.. and my heart feel lik iz gona drop out anytime... den the whole face lik veri geng1.
lol... thrilling ride =)
afta tht the rest wna go HAUNTED HSE!!!!
NO WAYYY... i rather u put mi on 10 rollar coasters ride than to put my feet inside a house wif no lights.
so me n ah ma went for a kiddy superman ride. lol... u jus lie down on tht thing den it'll go round and round.
hahaa!
turned out tht the haunted hse not eerie at all.. but i rmb my sis sayin tht time she went... den alot of ppl bang on the door.. wna get out bcos iz damn scary.
i tink cos now is holidays.. den most ppl come in is 4dollars each nia.... so veri budget. den the ghosts not v professional. lol. same reason for why mani of the rides were unavailable too.. arGh.
we sat the mini ferris wheel next. lol..... dey actually say wna each person sit one compartment de.
but in the end we sat two by two.
mi n ah ma sat in one.. hahaa..... -.- iz lik no space for our legs lidat... cos veri small.
hahahaa.. so only the 8 of us were on the ride..
den veri funny.. we tried to tok to linz n zhu.. hahaa.. but veir xing ku cos the thing kip turning den cut us halfway.... [okay veri hard to xplain!! ARGH. nobodi wna updat bout escape so im here to tok bout tis! veri xing ku leh.. hahaa.. most of the things i oso dno how to describe ='(]


hahaa.. afta tht we decided to go find the softballers liao.
yepp den some of them ate lunch there.
hahaa.. the guys ate fruit desserts.. den we were sayin for example cheehuat will vomit watermelon.. den zuanming mango i tink.. den some others longan all tht. hahaha.
multi-coloured vomit.
we returned to escape ard 1+ or 2.. hahaa..
damn hot lor! the idiot scorching sun.. haha.. den the queue became veri long le! cos mani ppl started piling into escape.
haha.. err.. i tink the firz ride we sat was flippers ba!
i dno cant rmb...
yepp.... ok... den afta tht was pirate ship agn! hahahaa..
we veri ke lian leh..... queue for so long le...... den we were FORCED to occupy the middle seats~~ wah lau.. middle seats not thrilling one.
iz bcos the person in charge was so darn AP lah.... she refused to let us go on the next turn where we can choose where we wna sit.
hahaa.. den we sat facing each other ma.. cos in the middle.... so we chatted on the ship.. while the ppl behind us screaming n shrieking lik CRAZY. argh... scared stiu wna sit behind! hmph.
hahaa.. den i forgot wad we sat aftawards -.-
go kart i tink???
yepp...
......
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queue-ing...
....
.....
...
stiu queue-ing....
....
...
more queue-ing!!!
...
....
...
until one hr++ later~
the guys went on firz.. cos there are 6 karts.. we split guys 5 girls 6.
yepp.. den afta tht was our turn!
wahh i veri nervous leh. at firz i don reeli wna play de.. cos i scared i dno how to drive den bang here bang there.
hahaa.. but when i step on the accelerator and ZOOM off.. hahaa.. everythin went smoothly la..
iz veri easy ot get the hang of it.
veri shuang oso.. haha.. i guess all the waiting was worthwhile =)
hahaa..
by then most of us were drained out.. so we decided to get a drink at BK.
den mi ah ma liting zhu and guangshun decided to go queue for viking [aka pirate ship =p] agn.. cos veir bu fu qi.. we cannt sit at the veri end!!
hahaaa..
.....
den tis grp of malay kids wanted to cut our queue..
so we veri AP.. gave them faces...... hahahaahahahah.
in the end something stupid happened.
............
WE WERE FORCED TO OCCUPY THE MIDDLE SEATS AGN.
BCOS JUS NICE WE ARE THE LAST NUMBER OF PPL...
WHICH MEANS... IF WE HAD LET THAT GRP OF MALAY KIDS GO FIRZ..
we wud be the next batch to go on the ride.. and we can choose the seats we want!!!
hahahaha... -____________________-ll...
wad a joke~ lol.
history repeated itself. we sat facing each other and started chatting agn. HA.
den i say we mus act as if we're happy cos the bunch of malay kids were lookin.. mustnt let em feel accomplished.
hahahaha..
afta tht we decided to queue yet again.
guangshun veri ke lian oso.. hahaa.. he sat two times middle seat le.
den he say he don wna go home unless he get to sit at the end. hahahaa.
by tht time the queue kinda short liao la.
hahaa.. den the rest joined us~
hahaa... -.-
things started to get better.....
we sat in third last row..
hahaha.. den tis malay guy was askin.. "who wans chicken rice? or large fries wif tomato sauce.. or coke.."
cos he's hinting tht he may vomit. lol... so i ordered large fries wif tomato sauce.
and finally for the fifth or sixth try we manage to sit last row!! hahaha... ^.^v
wahh.. den zai veri daring. hahaha.. he stood up durin the ride.
den the rest of us put our hands up all tht. hahahaa..
happy ending. =)

yepp... den some of us sat flipper for the last time... until 8 den we went home =)
and mi liting n gs actually WALKED to the pasir ris interchange.. under normal conditions iz okay la.
but tht day we were reeli tired liao.
arghh... iz all bcos of guangshun's suggestion.
wah seh.. i tink i got gastric pain afta tht when i got home.


hahaa... thts all for the escape trip.
i tink within next three months we can go back agn...
for free or sth. i dno?
hahaa..
NEXT TIME LETS GO GENTING man...
the real excitement lies there...




hmm den for the next two days i was workin...
hahaa.. yay! finish the important 'projs' le.. now i tink the work shud be less tedious...
which was why i cud go online for a short while ytd. hahaha..
i can finally get my handbag!!
okayy baibai peepol!




let me enjoy the next few days with peace....
wads wif me..?




































































































































abandoned.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

LETS GOPE!

wow whee!
i earned 26 bucks le. hahaha.
iz kinda an easy job.. THANKS NANA for the recommendation!
stiu considering whether to work on one of the sch days too.. iz 4/hr.
hahaha.. oso can study there de lor =p
summore boss very frenly.


things i want! -
*handbag from Rusty
*necklace from X-cessories

places i want go -
*ESCAPE! [2g outing pls?]
*tianz hse! [4a outing.. PLUS MS LIM GEOK LIAN! hahahahaa]
*sentosa
*shopping malls!!
*movie theatre
*play POOL
*hmm hmm






IT'S ALL IN THE WILLPOWER!
LETS GOPE!!! :D

Sunday, March 05, 2006

=(...

what will our fates be like?
perhaps u'll see me sweeping the road or something in the future.
i dont knw.

most importantly thing is not to give up on yourself just yet.
dont forget all those who really care for you...

why izit that im feeling extremely tired?
im only at this point of life, still hav long more way to go...
but im slowly losing the courage and determination to move on.
things are gettin harder.. reality's been very harsh on me...
i dno if i can take it anymore. the many setbacks in life crushing my optimism.....
circumstances forced me to a corner.. made me gave up my once-loved . . . .[ let me name it] 'thing'.
i longed to go back.. but im afraid.
mayb if i can overcome this barrier only then i can move ahead with life?

iz all the disappointments.. all the burdens that are piling up on me..
i run.. run with all my might but i knw im jus running ard in circles... escaping frm em doesnt help. at. all.
who will give me a chance again?

f... i could have lived better.


R U I N E D !